Thursday, November 15, 2012

Facing Fears

I have a fear of planes and it is very serious. I cannot be anywhere close to an airport or ill start to have panic attacks and a breakdown. This has caused many problems in my life. There were colleges that i really wanted to go to that was out of state but could not go to because i needed to take a plane there. Vacation that my family went on like to Disney World or Jamaica. Many people tell me that a plane is safer than a car but i feel as if i can control a car but not a plane so i have more control over the situation better than i would with a plane. Never in my life have i ever tried to overcome this fear. I break out in hives just dreaming about being on a plane. I cant breath if I'm anywhere near one and if i see one in the sky i automatically flinch because i believe it is going to crash right into me. I also have a fear of saying something that didn't come out as well as it was created in my mind. I feel like when i speak about something it shows my intelligence and when i say something that doesn't come out the way i want it to i feel as if i have failed miserably and my whole presentation has been ruined.

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